wannabebetter:

i used to be able to look in the mirror and think, “gosh i do look darn cute” and maybe do a lil pose feeling all hyped and i miss that. i wish i had appreciated that experience while i still had it and now that it’s gone i feel so so empty, and when it briefly reemerges on those rare good days my hopes are quickly dashed when I see the number on the scale

sknnygurl:

i keep telling myself i won’t eat and then i do. it needs to stop. it will stop. if i did it once i can do it again. i will be skinny. i will be skinny.

butt3r3d-to4st:

i remember back when i was like 105-107 lbs, my thoughts weren’t i’m so fat, i have to end this now. i had the regular body dysmorphia, but it was more like “i’m okay, but i won’t settle for okay”

now i’ve gained and i really, truly feel fat

i used to not be able to go a day without weighing myself, but now i have to force myself to do it once a week

i used to feel my ribs and hips jutting to the sky when i was lying down. now i just feel bloated.

i used to be happy and proud of how close i was to 100, how it felt like i could get there so soon. now it feels like it’s miles away

basically what i’m saying to myself is: never gain. it can still get worse. even if you feel fat now, you can still feel fatter. the only correct way is down

keeping-thin:

Reblog this If:
You’re ashamed of your weight
Youve been called fat before
You have thought of killing yourself
You have self harmed
You are trying to lose 10+ pounds

sadboihoursallthetime:

I’m wearing oversized clothes because

A. I hate my body

B. I’m cold

C. I’m bloated

D. All of the above

coldbrewedaesthetic:

For anyone who needs it, this is your restart button

If you failed at anything (studying, a diet, etc) this is your new start. Right here is a cut and you will start over and achieve your goals!

milky-lavender:

Me acting around people that I like the taste of pure unsweetened green tea and It isn’t, in fact, making me wanna end myself

lavender-miilk-deactivated20200:

Any of y'all ever bought yourself a piece of clothing/an entire outfit and just yeeted it in the wardrobe, and from time to time you look at it and think

“Nay my child, Thy timeth hast not yet cometh”

skenotel:

Me: hmmm I’ve been fasting for awhile maybe I’ve lost some weight!

Me: *takes off hoodie and baggy pants*

Me in the mirror:

tear-my-skin-off: